Friday, November 13, 2009
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, & I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how or why or when
And I ended up being in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel dissin' again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
& I know some shits so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. Ohhh
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you. Sooo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. Ohhh
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you. Sooo
Clean up your own fucking mess, dad.
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
4:36 PM
4:36 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
First week of the new semester gone in a flash.Projects accumulating and deadlines to be met, just seemed awfully familiar.
Updates anyway.
Mj mj mj on mon & tues.
Sch ended at 5pm on wed and an impromptu decision to play soccer in sch after that. Weather was perfect so being barefooted didn't cause any blisters! Played till 7pm and as soon as I reached under my block, kent smsed to play soccer, in 20min time, at tamp street soccer court. Met kent and co. & played till 10pm, then to 844 coffeeshop for desserts, homed, and out again to ben's house for some PS2 winning eleven(soccer game) action till 3am. Soccer day or what? lol.
Lesson from 9-12 on thur, Was a miracle that I could wake up and wasn't suprised my eyes were closing throughout the lesson. Met samuel for lunch at biz park and homed. ''Short nap'' till 9pm and I know I couldn't sleep early so fifa-ed till I got sleepy ard 2am.
2 super boring lectures on fri which ended at 4pm. Persuaded weilun to come TM for some good dinner along with samuel. Thought of seoul garden at 1st, then switched to pastamania/pizza/jack's place/swensen's/sakae then downgraded to KFC, of which our minds changed again when weilun saw RamenTen which had a promotion. lol. 14 sushis and 2 bowls of ramen for weilun was no kick considering his stomach capacity. Ramen boy!
One word for saturday - Meow!
Frisky had been sunat-ed. haha.
Off to tamp inter on sunday afternoon to get my new specs.
Say goodbye to this:
& hello to this!
Then to bugis street for some shopping.
Back to tamp street soccer for some ball kicking yet again at night & there goes my 1st week since sch reopened and there goes the holidays of aerospace students. Have fun, kent & the rest, during the attachment. lol.
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
11:36 PM
11:36 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
Last week of holidays was certainly well spent. xD& so today was the start of a new semester.
How I missed entering the entrance of biz sch and walking through the LTs and scanning french fries(inside joke) which are scattered all over.
Ok cut the crap.
Simply just miss the chicken cutlet at biz park and lunch just now nvr tasted so good.
2 hours of the boring-est lesson.
Intro of new clsmates blabla then to lunch then to slack for few hrs with weilun then crashed tourism lec (haha) although i'm in HR & Fin and cherie was lyk ''ohhhh'' when i said i'm in tourism and corp comm. Naive! no la jk. & nisha was lyk ''what r u doing here???''. lol.
Was a fairly interesting and self-craving day for the start of the new sem and to top that, take a look at THIS!
This is only the beginning I guess.
Bet there'll be more INTERESTING happenings soon enough!
FYI: benn = student, lynette = teacher.
EX-1B18 PLS REBLOG TYVM!
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
10:47 PM
10:47 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Simply can't find the time to blog.Or rather, lazy to blog.
Let's make the updates for the past 2 weeks a short one.
The 1st week was basically doing the same old routined activities lyk mj & poker.
That sums up the 1st week I guess.
Monday, 5 Oct
Headed to simlim to get my controller for my new addiction - fifa online 2. Then waited for edmund at bugis's starbucks for lyk 1 hour (walao so long) as he was around that area too and wanted to meet. Joined by his clsmates, accompanied them for dinner at pepperlunch, slackslackslack till 10pm while waiting for weilun to finish work. Then to ion's coffeebean for some catching up and homed by midnight. Good day!
And for the next 2 days, I think I spent 75% of my time on bus rides - to and fro to simlim from tamp for lyk thrice to get my controller changed + to and fro to tamp inter from my house. Fortunately there was music in my ears to accompany me through the long bus rides.
Kent and co. were back from their study trip at penang by thusday night. Since it was a 5 days trip, meaning that they haven't touch those tiles for 5 days, so wasn't suprised that they wanted to play mj right after they touched homeland.
Friday - totally hooked on..
Damn...
& then came the weekends! Cabbed down to downtown to celebrate fawwaz's bday. The amount of food there was totally wtf man. You can get full just by looking at them. Ok not rly cos I was damn hungry at that time.
His relatives brought eggs for throwing purposes and since it was 'out of stock', I used the egg tray instead and filled it with water fr some splashing action. Killed 2 birds with one stone as I accidentally splashed some water at his grandfather(?) too during the sabotage process. lol.
Thanks to his parents for the ride home on sunday morning. Woke up ard 4pm, F02 for a while then to the chalet again ard 10pm with kent, bernard and ben. Thankfully someone brought a PS2 for some entertainment. Everyone was 'dead' by ard 4am except for the 4 of us and decided to cab back home. Awesome weekend!
I love/hate to admit that school is reopening in a week's time.
Not sure whether it's a good thing or bad thing though.
Bet there'll be lots of familiar faces in the new class.
So enjoy the last week of holidays people!
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
7:58 PM
7:58 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Swear my body clock is totally screwed up.Nocturnal much for the past week.
Weeknights revolved around poker at 855 & mj at ben's house. There was one night where we foresee of what's gonna happen. Halfway when we were playing poker, I had to answer nature's call and as I was walking back to do my business, I heard running footsteps behind me so I headed back and saw kent and co. running up block 855 to so call hide from me and act lyk they had perished into thin air when I come back. lol -.-
So I was walking alone along the perimeter of the block waiting for them to come down (they still think that I didn't see them running up the stairs) when 2 dark blue uniformed guys walked pass me to check on the area where we were playing poker seconds ago. What a perfect timing to escape the time-wasting screening.
Saturday, 26 Sept
Celebrated boonhui's bday at some restaurant cum bar near raffles place area. Walked lyk nobody's business after that from raffles city to dhoby ghaut to clarke quay to boat quay. The crowd due to the F1 racing made walking even worst. Found a pub where as always, main motive was to make kent drunk as the things he would do will never fail to entertain us, but failed though. Cabbed back to tamp and homed by 4am.
Sunday, 27 Sept
Heard some whispers... ''faizzz... soccer timeeee...'' which woke me up only to realise it was kent at the window and it was 7pm. He was with bernard. Joel came not long after. Prepared and everything and headed to street soccer court for some ball kicking. lol. Can't even recall the last time we played.
Played till ard 11pm, headed home to wash up, then to sheltered playground for a game of blackjack. Played till ard 2am then to ben's house for a game of mj and homed by 5.
Monday, 28 Sept
I couldn't get to sleep by 10am so I decided to stay up till 4pm as I'm meeting kent, bernard and ben but my eyes were going to close by 3pm so I lied down for a while.... and about 15sec later I was in dreamland. Woke up at 9pm, waited for them to finish playing pool before meeting them for a game of mj. Homed by 3am.
There goes a month of the holidays.
3 weeks left. Enjoy people!
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
3:28 AM
3:28 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
This week passed reaaaalllllyyyy fast.Slam the statement of '7 weeks holidays is very long' when I realised that there's only a month of holidays left before sem 2.2 starts.
Celebrated ben's bday at simpang bedok on monday. The sabotage tradition was over so there weren't anymore throwing of eggs, flour and etc. Very ironic that out of ard 20 of us who occupied the whole table, only kent and nicholas ordered food from the stalls. The rest were just there to eat the cake(?) and despite the small cake, we didn't even finish half of it. & we were very attention seeking with the singing of the bday song. haha.
The next day, or should I say the rest of the week wasn't as interesting. Couldn't get to sleep that night cos' I had a 14 hours ''nap'' on sunday after IT Fair work. So slept at 4pm(!?) on tuesday, woke up at 7pm to break fast then to dreamland again till 1am. Missed a midnight poker session with kent & co.
To think that wed was a great night to start afresh, I was down with flu. Damn. Boxes of tissues in my house depleted pretty rapidly. & on thursday, the good friend of flu, named fever, joined in the mission of destructing my holidays. & friday night's mj game was cancelled. Aw.
& the main highlight yesterday wasssssss......... Arsenal 4 - 0 Wigan. What a thrashing! haha.
Ok that basically summed up my uninteresting week and.......
Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
3:29 AM
3:29 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Lack of updates eh?Yea been beezeeeeee with stuffs.
Here's a lil' update for the past week.
Wordy post aheadddddd.
Friday, 4 Sept
Mj Mj Mj at ben's house.
Sat, 5 Sept
Online movie marathon (actually only 3 movies).
Danceflick was funny but dumb.
Hangover was a great movie and super super random.
The Proposal was very.... reflective.
Sun, 6 Sept
Mj Mj Mj at ben's house.
Mon, 7 Sept
Met bernard ard 10pm and headed to geylang to meet kent to satisfy their craving for steamboat. So walk back and forth to find the cheapest yet appetizing steamboat restaurant. Managed to find one, and after eating, idontknowwhoseidea it was to WALK HOME to tampines frm geylang.
Thought it was a joke at first but we walked till the end of geylang and said to ourselves why not? So there were this 3 boys trying to walk home in the middle of the night (2am) cos' there were no transportation left except for taxis because we were 'trying to save money'.
Managed to walk to eunos mrt station. Planning to walk to PIE and then to bedok reservoir then to tampines. But the moment we reached PIE after about an hour of walking, we stopped for a moment as there was no walkway. Kent naturally raised up his right hand at 90° and we were home by minutes. You guessed it, we cabbed home. Saved a few dollars though. lol.
Tue, 8 Sept
Held our own midnight casino under a void deck and played texas poker with kent and co. with bernard bringing the poker chips. Very tense indeed, poker faces all around. All thanks to facebook's poker game that we did this. lol. Was very interesting, looking forward for the next session.
Wed, 9 Sept
Met edmund at tamp inter in the afternoon then to cine to meet weilun and 2 of his friends and caught G-Force. It was like a combined movie of alvin & the chipmunks + transformers.
Then headed to bugis to find a pair of jeans for work on thur. Nvr a fan of jeans so you wont be suprised seeing me wearing berms almost everyday. lol.
Then to tamp safra with edmund for some pooooool. Super long nvr play. Yes I was thrashed. =X Headed to ben's house after pool for a game of mj and homed ard 2am.
Thur, 10 Sept - Sun, 13 Sept
Work work work at Comex IT Showwww. I think I have a curse of not selling anything on the 1st day. Yes i sold 0 desktops on the first day, just lyk the previous IT Show. But managed to sell 16 desktops by the end of the show. Finally some income to neutralise my spending for the past 2 weeks!
Oh and guess what?! There was this china man who wanted to buy a desktop and as I approached him, he started talking in chinese all the way, for lyk 20minutes, and I used whatever words I knew to try to persuade him to buy. He did buy in the end. HAHA.
So 2 weeks of holidays gone.
5 weeks of holidays left.
Enjoy people!
Everything starts with black and white , just follow law
7:16 PM
7:16 PM
